FIRST OFF, I just want to give a grrreat shout out to my looovely friend, Rachel. She deserves wonderful things that are priceless, ex: love that doesn’t need to be bought with money. Love that doesn’t lead to a harshful break down afterwards. She deserves a true friend that never asks more than what they can give. I adore her. As much as I’d like to, I really want to help her whenever she needs it. However, I know I can’t always be there. So I wish the best for her =) I’ll try my best to keep her happy, regardless of what obstacles there may be. Truthfully, I look up to her. We share many common sad experiences, similar stories. She’s actually much stronger than me, always looking happy and joyful to cover up those painful patches. She’s a friend that makes me feel good inside, I can’t be anymore happier that I’ve met her<3

SECOND, i realized that it really doesn’t matter what I go thru and what’s happening to me. Seeing the people that I care about happy, makes me happy. Even more, if I help put a smile on their face then that makes me feel helpful.

THIRD, seeing him can already take my breath away. Nothing matters more than each smile he puts on around me, being close to him can light my day brighter. He’s one in a million, so glad I’ve actually met him. =)

Last but not least, I start off with a crummy day, morose and sh/t. But I’m going to end my day with a smile. So far, my day’s already getting lighter from the burden that was gained. I’ve learned many things this past week. {:

FINALLY, I’ll be having a lotttt of homework this upcoming weekend. That’s okay, I gotta get back on track w/ school work. Today will be a chill day for me though, I’m gonna rest this afternoon and hit the assignments tmr! ~ I’ll be on aim later.

CHAO.