I feel a sudden urge to return back to that girl who’s always up for the fun side, never sad and sollom. Instead, she’s always ready for a new adventure, down for just about anything. Whatever that is about to bring her down, she’ll find a way to improvise and get back up from that low life place. A girl who trys to stay positive, where ever and whenever.

^ That used to be me, all before November of 2008. All the way until now, nothing but negativity. I’ve tried changing to something newer and newer for the good.

However, it’s not working, because all of that is just a pretty cover up. Very gheeey.

So yesterday, I’ve spent the whole day: thinking, reminiscing, revising, all for the better.

I’ve searched deep down within me and decided to give up all hate/love.

I want to give that warm feeling of happiness out to others, spread the joy with all my friends who have such a rough day. If they’re happy, I am too. Why? It’s because that will give me a feeling of importance, a meaning to thrive within life. “Life’s good”<— Sensei always say that in Japanese Class. And fortunately, I agree =) Although life can be such a dread sometimes, but hey, it’s like a snap in the face to wake us up from our mistakes right? I think so. I’ve made so many mistakes and horrible things lately.

“wake up wake up” “come clean” “metamorphosis” <- I like Hilary’s old songs. Awsome.

To be able to let go and ease burden off your shoulders, is a way of accepting life the way it comes. I guess I don’t need a priest or a monk to explain such meanings to me, I think God has helped me understand things like this thoroughly already. God ftw<333

I’ve had one-on-one talk w/ my grandmother yesterday, sharing that bond we used to have again (: I really miss it, since I’ve grown up, I don’t socialize w/ her that much. Even though we live in the same house, it’s just…breaking off. But not anymore x)

Spring’s here! I’m glad I’m out of my allergies, :D HAHAH! In your ichy faceeeys, I’m sneezing free! XD & It’s gonna stay like that, it BETTER !

I needa call up a friend to come w/ me to target. I want to go today but it’s laundry day so can’t go out :{ So TOMORROW, meaning I need to finish up my homework today D: I need to go buy some stuff ASAP. Good thing I still saved up some moneeeey in that Gift Card of mines !!

WOOOOOT, just ate MC DONALDS. muahahaha. I’ve tried going on their site first, and search up the food I want. Then copy it, and give that to my mom to order for meeeh.

Today I ate:

SOUTHERN CHICKEN SANDWICH, hella good. It’s a different kind of chicken from the Crispy Chicken order I used to get. This one has two pickle slices in it ! x3

6 piece chicken NUGGETS, yawm yawm, muchie muchie! x3 ketchup w/ it.

SMALL FRIES, hell yeah ! Who eats a Mc Donald’s meal w/o fries?! x333

COCA COLA, OF COURSE. >:]

I’ve hadn’t drank any soda for the last two or three months, WOOPIE !

Muahhahaha, I feel very content right now. & Blessed. 

I miss talking to Amy Keo, gonna call her up and ask her about yesterday =)

& I miss Rachel already, tomorrow better come SWOOON ! 

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